Selasa, 28 April 2009

U Complete Me..

It's been a long time since we started
And all of the hurting we've been through,
I find that I still in love with U..
Searchin' and searchin',
looking for better greener pastures never grew
cause everything I needed I already had with U

Been around and tried to find someone
to replace the love that made us one
No one else could ever make me whole,
Only U for me..
We can start things new,
heaven knows the way that I miss U..

Please don't take Ur love from me,
Only U can make my life complete

I've learned a lesson,
never to let the one U love slip away
It took this tragedy for me to see that U are the only one,
U complete me..

I never knew a love,
until U came and showed me what it was
And I'll never let U go,.. never again..
I promise U this time, forever
We'll make it last and things will be better
Better than before... get better in time..

sometimes..

A breath of words To start the fire..A gentle touch To kindle it further.. All consuming Yet it burns me not..
I am free thinking, My mind is mine..But all I can think of is USometimes..

Sometimes my soul hears the wind Passing through the hollow space..Where Ur body should be And it shivers inside me..Yearning for Ur gentle touch To tend the fire..
U began in my heart With Ur breath of words

I love U, but “never only Sometimes..”

Too beautiful for words

When I try to describe how I feel when you hold me,
I get butterflies lullabies,
it's hard to explain..
Like the sent of a rose.. or the sound of the rain
It's too precious and too wonderful to give it a name

Too beautiful for words..
A symphony inside me
I can not take them lightly

Can you hear my silent heart..?
It's on the tip of my tongue
But my lips are still sealed
Only violins and their innocence can show you how I feel
And I hear them again..

There's nothing I can say..
Too beautiful for words..
A symphony inside of me
Too beautiful for words..
I can not take them lightly

Can you hear my silent heart again..?
Must be a million times I've tried to express this love of mine
When it goes this deep, when it tastes this sweet..

U are my everything..

When we first fell in love,
I thought that nothing could compare to the magical romance
that U and I had come to share...

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
and our closeness grew
The romance turned into a real and lasting love with U..
U care for me in all the ways I want and need so much.
I’ve always felt Ur warmth and tenderness with every word and care.

I know I can depend on U for support and honesty,
That patient understanding that U always give to me..
There’s a special kind of happiness that only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with U...
'coz U are my everything...

I might not... but I will..

I might not be the perfect person U've seen,But I have the biggest heart full of love for U..
I might not have the sweetest voice to sing U a beautiful songBut in me, I sing the joy of all my care for U..and I keep trying to make U the happiest one who ever lived
I might not be the best to consult with Ur problems,But I will try my best to help U out..I might not send U the perfect love letters,But down here, in my heart,I have written the best love letter ever..I will continuing read it to U...

Memiliki kehilangan..

"Tak mampu melepasnya
Walau sudah tak ada
Hatimu tetap merasa masih memilikinya
Rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada
Jika kau pernah memilikinya
Pernahkah kau mengira kalau dia kan sirna Walau kau tak percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa"

Lagi2....bicara tentang "kehilangan"..
Sungguh...tak ada satupun di muka bumi ini yang mau merasakan kehilangan... Apapun bentuk-nya...

Lyric di permukaan tadi, walaupun singkat...namun saya yakin, sudah sgt menggambarkan bgm rasa dan arti sebuah kehilangan...
Bahwa kita baru akan dapat merasa kehilangan, jika kita merasa pernah memilikinya...
Tapi sayangnya...manusia biasanya baru menyadari sesuatu hilang dari diri-nya jika seseorang yg selalu memenuhi hari2-nya sdh benar2 sirna...tak ada lagi di sekeliling-nya...

Hhmm..ternyata memang biasanya...kita terlampau sering menganggap sesuatu itu adalah hal biasa...tak ter-istimewa..
Sehrsnya kita dgn penuh menyadari, bahwa si "biasa" atau "tak ter-istimewa" yg selalu mengisi tiap sudut hari2 kita, yg senantiasa selalu ada di tiap kita membutuhkannya, yg rela "sesak nafas" untuk kita, yg tak berkeberatan menunggu kita sampai kapanpun juga, yg selalu ikhlas lahir bathin untuk kita.... Adalah seseorang yg patut kita jaga...

Si "biasa" dan "tak ter-istimewa" tadi...pasti hanya punya harap sederhana thd kita : "sayangi aku, dan jgn sia2-kan aku"...
Karena kita takkan pernh mengira kalau dia kan sirna Walau kita tak akan percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa....
Semoga saya, orang tercinta saya...dan bahkan siapapun, jangan pernh mengalami bukan hanya sakit-nya rasa kehilangan, tapi yg terpenting adalah, jgn sampai menyia2-kan seseorang yg selalu ada di tiap hela nafas hidup, dan ikhlas lahir bathin utk kita... Amin

Rabu, 22 April 2009

so little time

"Don't U forget about me...when U're a celebrity... I know U're busy..
But we all need somebody before too long....
So little time so much to do, I rather spend my
days with U,
So little time so much to do, I'd like to spend 1 day with U..
And if that day is not enough, Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow, For tomorrow
never comes..."

Lagu "so little time" by Arkarna ini menurut gw memang
menyenangkan...dynamis...dan bersemangat....

Kalau kita perhatikan lyric-nya, adalah lagi2 berhubungan dengan sang "waktu".
Utk orang2 yg sibuk (apapun reason-nya, apapun kegiatannya), atau bahkan yg sdh jadi selebriti..."Waktu" akan semakin begitu sempit-nya..
Malah waktu yg sdh sangat sedikitpun justru tetap digabungkan dgn pengertian "banyak yg harus dikerjakan".

Tapi bener banget apa kata si Arkarna : "but we all need somebody before too long"...
Kita tetep butuh seseorang...(Before too long - silahkan diartikan masing2)...
Sesibuk2-nya kita, se selebriti-selebriti-nya kita, di ujung hari pasti akan butuh seseorang..
Tapi sering-nya, kesibukan membuat kita lupa bahwa diluar sana, diluar sadar-nggak sadar.., pasti paling tidak ada 1 orang yang gak brenti berharap, bahkan gak putus2nya berdoa agar kita mau "melirik" atau "memalingkan wajah" untuk-nya....mau meluangkan waktu satu hari untuk-nya (Ini adalah salah satu fakta hidup)
Siapa yg mau disalahkan? Sikon? Kegiatan? Pekerjaan? Profesi? Si orang sibuk? Ego? (Pasti gak akan ada yg mau disalahkan - dijamin!)
Memang gak ada yg perlu disalahkan.
Tapi coba kita ingat2 kembali....hidup ini nggak melulu hanya rutinitas...nggak melulu hanya "U've gotta understand me", gak harus "just take a risk"... (Kok kayaknya serius dan not fun)
Bisakah kita memulai hari-hari dengan menyelipkan "spend my days with U" di antara "waktu yg sempit" tadi...sebelum kita "kehilangan" waktu yg "precious" dgn orng2 yg ternyata sgt mencintai dan menyayangi kita seutuhnya...

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